Life

What do you want in life?

How do you plan to achieve that?

What have you achieved so far?

Is it good enough?

Do you want more?

You have to ask yourself those question if you want to live a good life. Why? Oh well, you just have to. Its called planning. Still blur? I can't help you then. lol

Its a step by step question. After one level to another. To do all that you must drive out to achieve it. It won't come just like that. Even trees doesn't grow on its own. They need water and the sun. Why should you have it easy? You can have a million people giving opinion on how to live your life but in the end you need to get started ...

Am I?

So many questions popping out whenever I face time like these. Its like a disease! That's why I hate it. I gave too much? Asking too much? Am I begging? I'm sure as hell hate the last one. I can't stand myself if I did that. Hell NO!

Then started missing the old times. No need to worry too much, take it easy and go with the flow. Do whatever you want. Oh yeah.. missed it big time! But there's no turning back. Nothing good will happen by reminiscing the old. Keep on moving forward and take full responsibility of your own action!

Sometimes I feel like been taken for granted. Maybe because I let people in easily. I get that from my mom I guess. Her favorite line: "Bising la, Ijam. Orang nak tido!", "Jangan bising-bising. Nanti orang sebelah marah", "Alih barang tu. Nanti orang marah". That's why people love her. I gotta be more like my dad. He doesn't care for anyone other than his own family. Seems ruthless but I need to thinking what's best for me before others.

Anyway, just be careful folks. Don't be like me. Screened them if you can. Its for your own good. Hope I'm not too late... or Am I?