Akal dan fikiran

Sigh. Akhirnya dapat jugak den post kat blog den ni ha. Lama sgt dah tak post dak?! hehe

Macam-macam bende jadi beberapa bulan kebelakangan ni. Yang paling best dapat jalan-jalan kat tempat yang tak pernah aku jejak. Kuching terutamanya. Tapi tu semua akan dimasukkan kat sini tak lama lagi. Bagi masa sikit ok.

Post ni sebenarnya nak meluahkan perasaan. Aku cukup benci kalau ada makhluk Allah yang buat sesuatu bende tu tak fikir panjang lepas nak salahkan orang lain bila bende tu tak menjadi. Pertama kali aku menjejakkan telinga aku kat bunyi mereka ni, Ya Allah! Aku cukup kagum. Memang aku pasti (hehe .. gelak sat) yang mereka nilah yang dinanti-nantikan.

Tapi bende tu sekerat jalan je. Sekarang ni itujelah yang tinggal. Betul cakap orang tua "Bile ada byk duit, setan pun datang" dan itulah yang terjadi. Lepas satu-satu masalah datang kat mereka ni. Akibatnya, dah tinggal 2 tanpa orang depan. Sigh ...

Sekali hari tu keluar satu bunyi baru dengan tajuk yang amat meragukan. Aku dah syak lain macam bila baca tajuk bunyi tu tapi biasalah cakap orang-orang eropah, "think positive". Jadi, kira oklah. Dan sampailah ke hari ini bila aku membaca ucapan-ucapan bunyi tu dengan teliti. Memang sah ditujukan pada orang depan tadi tu.

Alahai ..... sudah la tu. Dah memang itu yang akan jadi kalau terlalu pentingkan diri sendiri. Sapa nak kerja dengan kamu? Kita hidup tak lama. Buat apa fikir benda-benda yang dah lapuk tu. Teruskan dengan apa yang ada. Akal dan fikiran kita ni dianugerahkan untuk berfikir dan bertindak dengan sehabis baik. Kalau kita tak gunakan dengan baik, tak baiklah jadinya.

Jadi kesimpulannya (ditujukan untuk aku skali), walauapapun terjadi hampir semua benda yang kita buat terutamanya menubuhkan kumpulan muzik bermula dengan persahabatan. Kita bukan masuk Twisties Bingit ke apa. Kenapalah kena ada sifat pentingkan diri sendiri? Kalau nak untung lebih, buatlah solo. Biar makan sama-sama dari tak boleh makan langsung. Betul tak?

Friday morning and I'm pissed!!

I'm a simple guy. I am! You don't have to be a genius to be my friend or associated with me. Everything goes, have fun!! That's about it.

But when it comes to getting the job done, i'm different. Yes, I admit it. Some people don't like me there. And I don't fuckin' care. As long as I can get the "info" straight to your face, i'm good! Again, don't care, don't give a fuck what people think of me. Its all about, say it together now, GETTING THE JOB DONE!!

Know, or better yet, remember your scope and get on with it. If you can't do it, just say so! Quit bitchin' around like a super duper bitch!! Or you really want me to treat you like one? You're wasting my fuckin' time!!

So please remember, folks. It's two different thing: friendship and business. Don't mix them up if you can't handle the heat.

My bad

I can't sleep!! Why oh why?! This is my problem for the past few weeks. I can't sleep early and because of that, I woke up late. Not 30 minutes - 1 hour late, its 5 - 6 hours late every single day!!

It is also the reason why my ex-colleagues and ex-clients, furious at me. lol. I didn't answer their phone calls and replying smses. I felt sorry for my colleagues but not to the clients. Heh! They keep on harassing me to something that they already knew all along. I'm not getting on that train again, believe that! But I will contact them one day, eventually. Hehe

Also got a lot of other stuff on my plates. Sigh ... most of them is the band's stuff la.

We are currently in recording for new singles for our new "double". I, not we, plan to release it after Raya but it seems impossible now. We got other activities on our hands. I'm also planning to release the band's website. Thinking to do it on a full flash platform. Still undecided though. But we've decided on the domain name (it's a surprise!). Everything will be on the site once it's finish. From song downloads, lyrics, photos to merchandises. It's going to be great. You'll see ... and there's some other stuff I can't reveal here. Huhu.

My car .. I still haven't got the time to get my car ignition fixed! The bloody key broke inside it. So now, for the past few weeks, I start the engine using a "playar" (don't know how to spell that! lol). I know, you guys must think that I am a wanker. Well, I am!! I don't give a damn! No no .. i am not a wanker. I'm a gentleman and will try get it fix today if I can woke up early that is.

Next up, I got 2 notebooks need fixing. Both belongs to my aunt. It's not that complicated but as you can see, I keep on waking up late! I hope I can buy the parts today. Here they are:

And this just in, my 320GB HDD just died on my living room. Isk isk isk. Been trying to revive it for 2 hours but nothing happen. It just kaput!

Why Betty? (don't know why i called it "Betty". It sounded cool. That's all) Why? Its 320GB and if my brains random access memory storage is working well, there's only few gig left. So can you imagine how many files i stored in it? AaaAaaaAaaaa ...

I'm going to pass it to my "Sifu", Mr. Bob! (that's his real picture. hahaha)

I hope he can help me on this one ....

So now, you can see why it's a problem for me. I wish I could get it all back on track today but sorry to say, it's almost 8am. Sigh .....

Harun Salim Bachik!

Whoa!! We almost get off home from Pelita Ampang Point last night when i got a text msg from Isma. HSB is sitting at Old Town White Coffee!! It's been a long time since the shooting of our "mirage" music video. Still feel bad he couldn't come to the launch because of his busy schedule.

What a cool dude! I'm still laughing to his role in a new Malay comedy, "SETEM". hahaha. "sila pak, sila pak, sila pak!". Manage to talk to him for a good 20 to 30 minutes and invite him for "buka puasa" next week. Hope everything goes to plan ....


* Harun Salim Bachik: Comedian/Actor/Singer - did a cameo role in Pesawat - Mirage music video. My idol. He is!! Who else did you know using harun_sb@hotmail.com since 1996? lol ;)

coldplay - strawberry swing music video

im very impressed with new coldplay - strawberry swing video. ok, it may not be that new but i dont care. lol.

they call it a stop-animation video technique or something. we were just having the idea to something similar for our "excuse me" video with a friend of ours, Waa and the video came out. sigh. there's no way we can top that (whisper: with our budget that is). ;)

here it is ...

confuse & resist

normally, im not like this. hehe.

not long ago, in the month of far far away, there's a girl manage to take my heart away. i like her so much until it turns to love. sigh .. i didn't do anything about it for quite sometimes and when i did, im disappointed with the result.

it's all in the past now anyway ..


Confuse & Resist by me ;)

it started with the eyes
slowly checking every inch of the face
down to the whole body
searching for the flaws

none

observe from afar
looking at the personality
how people react to it
searching for the flaws

none

one by one try to get near
but no one can get thru
face defeat each time
what created the resistance?

clueless

its my turn
can i get thru?
defeat is the fear
and defeat is what i get

the end?

almost is, yes
but still hoping
confuse is probable
waiting for the definite

lets wait ........ (no more)

kicking into a new journey (my old fb note in June 09)

in the era of economy downturn, i've decided to resign and get into entertainment business. although i've think about it for almost a year, still not sure whether its is a good or bad decision. the only thing i know is that i just can't go on lying to myself that i'm happy or content with what i do. i just can't! all i wanted is to make my hobby as the source of income instead of doing something else.

i got a chance now. i don't want to be a 40yo with a regret not to try. if i failed, at least i can say i've tried. theres some people doubting my decision but fortunately for me my parents didn't which is rare for me when it comes to decide what i should do for a living. not saying they decide each of my decision making but i'm turning 28 this year yet i've nothing to show them i can survive in this life. but of course, as a parent i'm sure they might still have some doubt.

eh! what the hell. i'm in this for a long run not for a year or two. i still think entertainment business have a big potential in this country. we just need someone to set the pace. someone to drive everyone else to be better. someone to educate the listeners. hopefully in 365 or few hundreds more days later, i can say i made a good decision instead of regret. fuel the jet!!!